I haven’t had a day where I feel hungry all day in a while, so I guess I’m due. I’m going to try to fight it off with drinking a lot of water, but man do I just want to raid the kitchen. Going to work out in an hr and make sure it’s an intense one. I haven’t totally decided what it’ll be, maybe a video then my own tabata routine, or maybe two videos…time will tell!
Do you ever have the feeling that this is it? This is the time where you are going to get in the best shape of your life? This summer will shape my body to what it has never been. It’s an exciting thought, and I’m ready to make it happen.
What I’ve leaned about myself/my body is that I can eat healthy all the time and not lose weight. I need to virtually kick my own ass with workouts to see significant changes, which is what I want. I fly back to LA tomorrow and vow that shit’s about to get real. I am thinking of buying insanity..I always liked it but relied on the internet to use it but I know I will benefit from finally buying it. I love visiting family but I am not a huge fan of being out of my normal schedule. Starting Thursday I will start posting my daily work outs to hold myself more accountable. Let’s do this, shall we?
I am starting to get my pre-London body back! I got a lace vintage skirt sophomore yr of college and is so cute. I only wore it once because I wasn’t totally comfortable with my appearance in it. I think it was over the summer after I got back from London a year ago and I couldn’t even get the skirt all the way up. Today I tried it on and was able to button and zip it up! I won’t be wearing it out anytime soon, but it’s really great to know that I am moving back into the right direction! I also have a vintage skrt I bought in London that has never fit, it was a goal skirt, And though it still doesn’t fit I am hoping that next time I am home I will be able to wear that bad boy! Slowly but surely accomplishing some goals :) :)
Thursday was a really rough day, but the night ended up being really great. I had a few margaritas, a whiskey sour, and a shot of jack, which were all much, much needed. Due to all the drinking, I used Thursday and my “cheat day”. I still ate well, just too many liquid calories. I ended up driving to Vegas for the weekend since my parents were there for work and I flawlessly stuck to healthy food choices. I didn’t even have one drink! And when they brought delicious bread and oil to the table, I didn’t even want to reach for any. What is this new change in me? Am I actually keeping myself/goals in mind? I am very proud….but also cannot wait for Saturday as it’s my sister’s birthday and man, I cannot wait to make and eat her cake ;) ;)