I’ve been in a major rut this past week or so. I don’t feel like myself. I have no motivation to run, or get school work done. I didn’t go to class at all this week. I’ve just been sleeping too much and doing a lot of nothing. I can’t concentrate, it’s hard to make me want to do anything. My mom suggested going tanning to get some UV’s since the sun has been pretty absent lately and seems like it will be for a while as rain in the only thing on the forecast. I know I was like this in the winter growing up, there was a name for it..basically when there was a lack of sun, all I would do is sleep. The doctors thought I should get a UV lamp or something to help but that never happened. So I am headed out to a tanning salon to pray this works because I feel like I’m not living lately, just existing. I really need to get out of this rut and become a functioning human being again. Fingers crossed.
It’s funny to me that when i make scrambled eggs, I am really nervous about the eggs not being cooked all the way. It kinda freaks me out. But yet I have no problem eating raw cookie dough/any dough that has raw egg… am I the only one?
I 100% believe that cell phone alarm clocks are out to get me. I had to switch from using my Iphone because the volume wasn’t working, or the alarm just wasn’t going off. I used my little nokia toy phone that I have while I’m on london and that blew me off this morning as well. Alarm was set for 630am, so I could have a 2hr nap from working on an assignment. I was going to get up run, come home and finish this paper, but its 1pm and I woke up about 30 mintues ago. So now, all I have time for is my paper, and pray that I can run later on. Stress Stress STRESS
So many healthy, yummy things purchased at the grocery store today that I cannot wait to eat/make. Some of what I bought: chickpeas, mixed mexican beans, artichoke hearts, minestrone soup, romaine, frozen steamed veggies, falafels, some lunch meat for sandwiches/possibly a calzone, yogurt covered rasins and some rice cakes. I’m sure there is more, but you get the idea. Eating healthy ain’t so bad.
I’m a little but hungover. no headache thank goodness, just nauseous. today’s water intake will be well over 2L as i am thirsty as hell. 4-6 miles are planned for some point in the day. i have quite a bit to do today, but all i would like to do is nap…and i only woke up probably less than 20 minutes ago. welcome to struggle city.